wtf

why did i watch that movie? there was this movie on tv about this depressed genius boy.. who had no friends... wanted friends... but no one wanted to be his friend... and then he just was all depressed during the whole fucking movie! now i'm in a shitty mood. its like one of those things, like a car crash... you can't help but look and watch. grrrr. its ok.. tomorrow is gonna be an awesome day.. :)
so yeah.. i got an appointment with a job counsellor for monday. they usually have some connections with places that wouldn't bother looking at your resume. so hopefully, she'll find me something good :) if not there's always the library!
MMMMMMmmmm hot chocolate. now imagining lying in the grass... watching the trees.. that would be heaven right now...